So, I am back. I got rather bored with keeping away from everything,and not saying the things I wanted to. And I have had this diary for quite some time, and have grown rather accustomed to it's face. *tee*

Life is good. I haven't been able to say that for a long time, about my life in it's entirety, but it's good. I think my final insecurites with Mark are gone, my child is beautiful and healthy and last night I realized how much in love I am with my baby...my relationship with my mother has grown stronger, at least I think so. My grandmother has found her niche I think, I'm working on getting a job now, school is coming up for me next year, I have everything I have ever wanted and it's barely begun.

Of course I have worries. But I will rise above. I've always been a survivor. I have been to hell and back, physically and mentally. And I still fight back and make it through. And now I have more reason than any to be strong.

Of course, I have so much more to say. But for now I shall go. More later.

-Petra

written on 2002-10-21 at 2:48 p.m. by sweetsolace.

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