Ok let's try this again. I was in the middle of updating last night when I blue screened...damn computer.

Just me and Jonathan today, although I have to leave in a bit to go do laundry at mom's. Thank god we're getting w washer and dryer soon, things will be so much easier on that front. J.C. is sitting in his exersaucer having a good time, his feet finally touch the bottom so he can bounce and jump in it and turn all the way around. Right now he's talking to one of the taller toys on the tray. He's growing so fast, I never thought a human being could grow this fast. He's almost 5 months old now, and he's doing so well...I almost have him used to the spoon, he doesn't know what to think of cereal. And he's so smart, one of the programs I'm involved in ran some ages and stages tests on him and he scored at the top of the charts in all areas, he's an advanced baby. :) And now he's to the point of recognition and he picks and chooses who he wants to be with. Overall Mark and I are the only two he's satisfied with, and he reaches for me now. He giggles when he sees me, and I've never seen such a beautiful smile.

Mark and I are doing well. Coexsisting quite nicely actually. This weekend had been quite nice, laying at home, although not by choice, being domestic and laying all over each other, being cute and playing video games and flirting. I've never been so happy, at no point in my life have I been this happy...and although there are now shadows, nothing could ever really overtake us. And Mark, pertaining to the other diary's entry...although I couldn't understand, I do forgive you for it, and actually am happy you feel that way because it shows you FEEL, and I know it was hard on both of us but we are handling it quite well, and I know in you I am safe, being in your arms is bliss on tap. :D

**kissy kissy kissy icki icki icki**

Mushy stuff is over now. Well I got things to do as per usual, my housewifely duties, my futile cleaning. It's taken me 6 months to get this place looking like this. And it can look damn good, some people have come in here going, "Damn." Everything is rearranged, cleaned and almost clutter free. We have a nice bedroom with a bed, we have a sectioned off living room and dining room, with a table that is cleaned off, things are hanging on the walls and decorative stuff too, plus a nice bookshelf with books even. With taxes I want to get two lampshades, an area rug and a few other things...and get rid of those old tables because we've already got two and then we'll be done for the most part. Either way, as opposed to when mark and I first met, it looks amazing. But I guarantee when everyone comes home is doesn't stay that way. *sigh*

I have rambled enough...hopefully I'll have some good news of many kinds soon.

-Petra

written on 2003-02-18 at 9:56 a.m. by sweetsolace.

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