Jesus, no one ever updates on this thing. Screw you all. I check my buddy list, nobody. I refuse to think your little lives are so busy you can't make an entry or two about how you've been.

Man it's been awhile. Where to begin. I had my first asthma attack of the season. It wasn't nearly as bad as last time when I was pregnant, and my lung collapsed. They had me on machines and everything, had to take arterial blood to make sure the baby had enough oxygen, I had maybe 8 breathing treatments that day...I remember that mostly because they couldn't do anything for me due to the fact I was pregnant, and SOMEONE at the time was such a dickhead for upsetting me constantly and starting shit with me and making me get up to straighten his ass out. I guess his payback is asthma as well. You know who you are.

Jonathan is saying mama full force now. He looked at me in church Easter Sunday across my dad's shoulder *i was sitting behind him* and smiled and said Mama! and reached for me. And usually he only said it before when he was upset or needed something. Everyone mouthed "awwwwwww!" and smiled at us. I'm sure it's strange for them, most of those people knew me when I was in the womb, and their children I grew up with although I was the oldest save one. And now I have a child although I must say I wasn't the first to start....some of them were getting some country lovin waaaaay before me.

Mark and I are doing well. We had a couple of serious chats of late, I opened up to him about a few things, and he always said the right thing. I mean, sure, he's a man, he has his slip-ups, but sometimes, I swear he is programmed to say the right thing. But we did work some things out and I got some things of my chest. And last night he was late home and I got a bit worried, and when he walked in he came up behind me and presented me with an Anne Rice book I didn't have that I mentioned like, a week ago in a conversation with someone else that I didn't think he cared about. He's so sweet sometimes, it's cute.

I guess I really have nothing else to say of importance...I always ramble about kids sex and men in this thing but never really say anything too important.

Ergh! I just realized Grace colored the wall in her and Jonathan's room. Sometimes that girl drives me crazy, she can be and is so spoiled rotten she is almost ruined. But she has her moments and whatnot of adorable and good. LOL! Last night she was so wired from one chocolate egg she could barely contain herself.

Ok, bored with this entry now.

-Petra

written on 2003-04-22 at 10:50 a.m. by sweetsolace.

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