God it seems to have been forever and a day. Mark hasn't fixed our computer in like, a month and it turns out we needed a new motherboard anyways...so it will be a while. I'm on a laptop now, and god knows how long it will be until I get a computer again.

My how things have changed. Life is good overall, I have family, friends, love and no money most the time but at least the bills are getting paid now. Jacob is a joy I would never give back, a wonderful red headed baby with a smile and coo for everyone. Jonathan is closing in on 2 and it's showing. But he's making his own progressions, talking a lot more and interacting with me. Mark had gone TDY to Wisconsin and was gone for two weeks, and I got slammed with bronchitis and asthma at the same time, so mom had him for a good deal of the time Mark was gone, and he was pretty pissed about it and he let me know. He stopped eating at mom's, screamed when he did see me and we are finally getting back into the swing of things.

In July is me and Mark's one year anniversary. Hard to believe it's been two since we've been together and a year married. Which is funny because I was farting around on the net once and did an astrological thing on me and Mark and it said Virgo (me) and Pieces tend to settle into domesticity quickly and have large families. Har har. We are doing well though. As time passes, we seem to get closer, and I still have some beefs with us, but I'll get over it. Mostly, I just want romance but it seems to be a ridiculous want with two babies in the house I suppose. I know I didn't marry a Keats or a Browning or Shakespeare but a note now and then, a thought of romantic love would be nice. Or maybe he just doesn't feel romantic love for me, because there is a difference in loves. Le sigh. It would be crappy if I were to discover that's true but I've had worse dissapointments I suppose. To love and to be loved, that's the important thing.

I have Return of the King!!!!!!!!! Now I can watch my sexy Aragorn whenever I choose. He's my man, btw. My love for him is unparalled save my husband. :) And everyone who knows me knows that. I also bought Spaceballs, because I'd never seen it and thought it was hilarious. I don't really care for that kind of humor usually but I think Mark and others are wearing off on me. I'm starting to like Monty Python, "On second thought, let's not go to Camelot, tis a silly place." Classic. Blazing Saddles is next on my movie list, then I have to purchase Princess Bride on dvd and The Neverending Story. And Kill Bill because that movie is the shiznizzlelickdickitysnipsnap.

Well, I suppose I must go now, play my video games and do my nightly thing, the bad weather is coming again. Hopefully I'll be connected again soon to the outside world. Laterz.

-Petra

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written on 2004-06-01 at 8:23 p.m. by sweetsolace.

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